imagine Finn when he visited Rae to let her know that he broke up with Olivia and he wanted to go to Leeds.
"Me and Olivia split up." Finn had been thinking about this moment all day. In his daydreams, Rae would exclaim "Thank God!" and throw herself at him. Yes, he knew it was silly, but he couldn’t help but allow himself these little fantasies. In reality, he knew before he got the words out that this conversation wasn’t going well. Rae is overly casual, almost cold.
"Sorry, mate." She says. He doesn’t want her to be sorry. He clutches his tea mug and tries to explain.
"I guess, we just weren’t right for each other. She had a mortgage. I don’t even have an overdraft, for fuck’s sake!" He knows he’s lying through his teeth. Olivia wasn’t too mature for him. It had nothing to do with her mortgage or his overdraft. She just wasn’t Rae.
"Is there anything I can do?" Rae asks. Yes, he thinks, there’s a lot you can do. You can tell me you’re glad. You can tell me you love me. You can tell me you want me back.
"It’s not just…" he starts. But he knows he can’t say the full truth.
"I’m not just down about breaking up with Olivia." He admits. "I’m miserable in general. I don’t enjoy college, I never have. I’m only there because everybody else is." And I miss you. But those words don’t make it out. He can sense that she doesn’t want to hear them. So he tells her instead about his plan to go to Leeds.
"So, you’d have to move?" Rae’s face is unreadable.
"That’s what I’m saying. I’m thinking about moving away." Finn continues. Rae’s casual attitude drops for just a moment, and she looks concerned, sad even. This is all the encouragement Finn needs to say what he came here to say.
"Because I’ve got no other reason to stay. Have I?" He looks at her, pleading. She is all the reason he needs. One word from her, and he will drop everything. But the words don’t come. Finn can almost see the wall erupt between them in the long silence that follows. The distance between them is unbearable.
"Oh, shit!" Rae exclaims suddenly. "I’ve got to go. I’ve got to be in Uffington for seven."
The words cut Finn like a knife. “Right.” She really doesn’t care. That’s it, then. He will have to move and find a way to get over her. He swallows painfully and gets up to go. He needs air.
"We’ll chat more about this later, yeah?" she says with that air of false casualness that breaks his heart over and over again. And then she says the three words that deliver like a punch to the gut.
"To be continued?" The words that once were so intimate, like a warm thread connecting their hearts to one another, are now thrown casually into the void.
"To be continued." Finn forces a smile and leaves as quickly as he can, before she can see the tears that burn behind his eyes.
"She likes tarot cards, dancing and the Backstreet Boys." "Backstreet Boys?! She’s sixteen years old."
i may act like i’m sassy but if you’re mean to me there is a 900% chance i’ll cry
That is one of the most powerful posters I’ve ever seen.
Imagine having braces during the apocalypse. no one can take your braces off. And you just have to accept that you’ll have braces forever.
i want a novel focused around a character with braces during the apocalypse and the entire plot of the story revolves around their search for an orthodontist who is still alive and they sort of accidentally save the world in the process
#Sam’s like DEAN I’VE HAD IT UP TO HERE WITH YOU PROJECTING YOUR BIG GAY PANIC ONTO ME
*This is not the Winchester I want to flirt with*
Lookin’ at Sam Winchester’s wiki like
i would much rather be the “obnoxious feminist girl” than be complicit in my own dehumanization, thanks
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im in one of those periods in my life where i cant focus on anything i cant finish an assignment i cant listen to one song for more than 5 seconds i cant sit through a tv show episode i cant finish a book i cant write a story
all i can do is stare blankly at the wall and wish i had something to do but everything i could do or want to do is just supremely unsatisfying
SOMEONE PUT IT IN WORDS THANKS YOU
Hey kids this is a symptom of depression